Tuesday, June 12, 2007

I LOVE MY LIFE!


EVERY SINGLE DAY I CAN'T WAIT TO GET HOME TO SEE MY BABY GIRL! I LOVE HER SO MUCH MORE THAN I COULD HAVE EVER IMAGINED!! EVERY DAY SHE AMAZES ME MORE AND MORE. SHE'S ALREADY GETTING A LITTLE PERSONALITY ALL HER OWN. SHES A LITTLE MINI PERSON.
IT'S SO COOL AND I'M SO GLAD GOD HAS ALLOWED WILLIAM AND I TO EXPERIENCE THIS. WAKING UP IN THE MORNING AND SEEING HER SWEET SMILE MAKES ME WANNA STAY HOME ALL DAY LONG AND JUST PLAY PLAY PLAY. SHE STAYS HOME WITH DADDY EVERY DAY BC HE'S STILL OFF FROM THE ACCIDENT. THEY ARE GONNA BE SO CLOSE. I'M NOT JEALOUS THOUGH, BABY GIRLS NEED THEIR DADDIES. THEY ALREADY HAVE A SPECIAL BOND WITH THEIR MOMMIES THAT THEY WILL NEVER HAVE WITH DADDY. WILL IS SUCH A GOOD DADDY. HE'S GONNA BE THE TYPE THAT LETS HIS BABY GIRL PUT MAKE UP ON HIM AND PAINT HIS TOE NAILS. I AM SO BLESSED. I ALSO LOVE MY JOB MORE AND MORE. GOD HAS JUST BLESSED US MORE THAN WE COULD EVER BE DESERVING OF.
THIS CHILD HAS CHANGED MY LIFE IN MORE WAYS THAN SHE WILL EVER KNOW. ME AND MY DADDY ARE CLOSER NOW THAN WE HAVE EVER BEEN. I HATE THAT I LOST NEARLY 15 YEARS WITH HIM. I DONT KNOW WHAT I WOULD HAVE DONE IF SOMETHING HAD HAPPENED TO HIM DURING THAT TIME. MY STEPMOM AND I GET ALONG REALLY WELL AND THAT MAKES ME VERY HAPPY TOO. SOOO LONG I HATED SOOO MUCH ABOUT MY LIFE. NOW I LOVE AND CHERISH EVERY MOMENT THAT GOD ALLOWS ME TO LIVE ON THIS EARTH AND SPEND TIME WITH MY AMAZING FAMILY. WILL AND I HAVE DECIDED THAT WE DO WANT ANOTHER CHILD, JUST NOT RIGHT NOW. WE WILL START TRYING AFTER GRACIE'S FIRST BIRTHDAY. THAT WAY THEY WILL ONLY BE 2 YEARS OR SO APART AND THEY WILL HOPEFULLY BE "CLOSER" GROWING UP. I'D LOVE TO HAVE A LITTLE BOY. WE ALREADY DECIDED BEFORE WE FOUND OUT GRACIE WAS A GIRL THAT IF WE HAVE A BOY WE WILL NAME HIM JOHN MICHAEL WHITLEY. MAYBE HE WILL LOOK LIKE ME SINCE GRACIE LOOKS LIKE HER DADDY SPIT HER OUT. ANYWAY HERE ARE SOME PICS LIKE I PROMISED. I FOUND MY CHARGER FOR MY CAMERA SO FOR EVERYONE OTHER THERE (MOSTLY DAD AND CARY) I WILL BE UPDATING EVERY DAY OR EVERY OTHER DAY AT THE MOST. ON A LIGHTER NOTE, CHECK OUT GRACIE WITH HER FAVORITE MAWMAW AND PAWPAW. SHE MISSES THEM LIKE CRAZY AND WE CAN'T WAIT TO SEE THEM AGAIN!! ALSO CHECK OUT THE SUPER COOL CRADLE THAT PAWPAW MADE HER. SHE LOVES IT!! IT STAYS IN THE DEN SO SHE CAN SLEEP IN IT (OR WATCH TV FROM IT) WHILE WE'RE WATCHING TV. I HAVE SUCH A GREAT FAMILY! LOVE YOU GUYS!

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